We show our friends who they should date just to say we called it
But ain’t got a word worth its salt for their divorces.
The gold sprinkled well wishing didn’t bring the fairytale we fought for
It doesn’t sit well being the pied piper that failed recorder
We had the hats suits and the cake on order
The match was supposed to be their flavour but the aftertaste was salty
We thought we could create the blood that was thicker than water
Turned beef eater into a vegan sipping gin but ain’t got the tonic for them
Spy reporting shows some open doors yet never cuts the keys
When standing statuesque in the aisles feels a liberty who carried the torch?
It was a crocodile identifying as a dragon with the name of scorch
Yet the blaze sent them to Coventry, the land of the damned.
They’re hum drum making music from the one we banged
Some of us hope we’ll be a good catch on their rebound
When the penny drops we’ll flake like a 99
Wishing well until its fruit goes brown in the sunshine
The next will be the cream of the crop when your scooped
Some of our closest wont dare to tell us that we’re just VI Poo
The sweet smell before it all goes down
A royal flush only wins if we don’t overplay our hand
Only if what we’re dealing has not been banned
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We show our friends who they should date just to say we called it
I am stuck. Between the comforts of what I started with and perspectives I have now. I am stuck.
Like Bruce Banner in the latest of The Avengers series of movies (e.g. End Game) and the Hulk. I, am, stuck. Between a doctrine and expression of church I like and beliefs around how church should be.
I am stuck, between my heart and my head, my soul and my eyes – watching the stock in faith leaders’ demise rise.
It has been close to a year since I was last committed to a church. A place that I consider to have enabled a degree of peace and stability in my life. No matter how bad things have gotten, I have always had my faith. I could always channel my energies in that direction in the hope that everything else turns around.
So what happens when the very thing that brings you stability becomes the source of anger, pain and distrust? Do you say “that’s it I’m never going back to another”, do you rebound into the arms of whoever will welcome you? Most people do and just continue in their bubble with a new set of connections that keep things ticking over.
For me, being without a church has felt like being without a job. Although being free to do my own thing is good for a week or 3 and the application process (see church search) is tiresome, you start to notice the isolation. Maybe, like my working life, I’ve rarely been without it. In that time, I’ve seen motivation to engage with that world fall flatter with occasional peaks.
I wonder, if like my period of unemployment, I’ll find something of a dream environment to thrive in again. I wonder if that will be a lasting thing or have the plug pulled in loss of funding type fashion. I wonder if this is a dying of the light inside or a chapter of recovery from the pain caused by more than one period of hurt inflicted by that environment.
Many more high profile than I have publicly denounced their now former beliefs after much questioning. Although I am not minded to denounce mine, I find this period at the cross roads a lengthy and at times, uncomfortable one. As the search continues my observations may yield questions that may or may not get answers. In the long run, not knowing may be fine if the impetus to move takes over. What fuels that? Only God Knows.
You can feel intimate with a militant.
They seem so real, yet when you touch them, you feel silicone.
But God said! So their thus said is legitimate.
Ignorant innocents are impudent kites
Hold on or be hung by string theory
Holy rollers become weed smokers.
Unnoticed, Moses became the Joker
Deleting pixels for their picture a bat symbol, not magnum opus
Hopeful loyalists practice upper lip stiffness as wisdom
Won’t take a knee or comb the heir to the family business.
Live in a dragons den whispering their knowledge of the litmus.
This divine monopoly’s a comedy of vapours and groupthink.
Where the audience is clowned for pointing out it stinks.
Rub sticks and create fire or feel the sword like molar of holy rollers
Code masters unmask the mode of most high and create players to sacrifice.
Who am I?
A born sinner, a dinner, a lost soul to a soul winner that won’t vary the bait.
Space invaders, snipers, rangers marshal the momentum of the naysayer.
Demon days filled with gorillas, gargoyles and goblins are a Lord’s Prayer.
Whose frames do you wear? Do you die or dare? Be a black life, matter?
I see red tape masters speak tongues in monotones like heaven’s got their name on the deed.
With all of these gang signs and storms seen I’m falling through my flaws.
My moorings are unsure and I’m dying to breathe, searching for answers.
If the real God we can’t see, is it because of us or gospel gangsters?
I was a Lego brick on heaven’s tables with ambitions of being Babel
It would be gravy if I trained well.
I wore the King James label like Air Jordans as an enabler to tap the mike
Cutting shapes for the sake of grand designs lit the eyes.
This mind was primed to freehand more than stencil.
The palette was filled with many colours yet I could only use one
Chew the word and bite your tongue, a babbling baby is free speech.
Slap you with psalms 1 -1 take the p when they reach
They besmirch and beseech the only souls that matter are those of their feet.
Watch how you breathe for Bruce Banner can’t stand spanners in the manor.
What’s love for the poets if you put slammers in the slammer.
Play hangman with every hang up, kill a so-called joker if they stand up
Raise your voice or raise the standard, one day I put my hands up
See I’d chewed on the green grass of home like it was magnanimous manna
How can you be two-faced if you don’t know you’ve got a mask on?
Why fight when I was rapt in the moment that my modem connected.
I didn’t know the download had been infected.
Exceptions and rules wisdom and fools the best fell afoul of while many played chicken.
To challenge was to play hopscotch in a minefield.
Jet fuel from a pulpit could melt your steel if you didn’t have the minerals
They built you so they can kill you.
They built you so they can kill, you.
I’d heed them and repent for I’m a heathen, seedling of evil if I believed them.
I counted years as days, days as hours, hours as minutes and in 15 I’d lost 30
In his eyes were fire and from his mouth swords but this revelation was not written by John.
The shoes I walked in were gone. Was heaven under new management?
Thought I was strapped in! Madness!
Stunned, I snapped into a coma, knowing I could explode at any moment.
Burnt by the cold and homeless, I should have known this was coming.
As the truth created fractions, my history was flagged to be deleted.
I learned that secrets were common knowledge and life hacking wasn’t to make things easier
So I vowed I wouldn’t give them flowers when they’ve kicked the bucket just to keep up appearances.
I’m no longer dumbfounded by the conceited for the mask has fallen.
They put karma’s face on the coin so I dare them to call it.
We arrive as a flash point, late on my time line.
I’m tongue-tied by your outline.
Like tour bus based buffets
The taste of your lane is scenic
Could Morpheus love the Phoenix
Are angels ever fiendish?
Do butterflies ever get butterflies?
Seven syllables make you and I
Our cloudy memory lanes are filled with melodies of the 6
We are Barry and Iris on a Badu tip
Is it common sense that I want you?
You are the voice of napalm singing Psalms
Every note that leaves you is a lip bomb
Would I adore you be a call to arms?
You know this is more than a shuffle of the cards.
Pepper and Tony Stark
You’re queen of the odd shaped drum that gives my life a base
I go Gaga for your poker face
Is this bad romance?
I know that
The 18 steps of our slow dance lack symmetry
Settling for smaller planets is withering
You fall for what’s within
So straight up,
Your open skies are the needle for my turn table
Every record you spin opens a book of revelation
Though multiplexes mapped contact, this is free smoke.
A road to the after glow found in the clouds
Running touch lines since our first down
Will two lasting embraces strike this match?
Call this time’s greatest catch.
A delayed story?